I AM JEALOUS AND I HATE IT!!!
i can't admit it. i hate what i'm feeling right now.
yes, i'm JEALOUS to the core!!!
where in fact there is nothing to be jealous of.
she's just a friend, from their province also. i just don't like what
i saw early this afternoon when i woke up. the girl is sitting very close
to him while he is lying on the floor, near his legs. i just can't bear what i saw.
i walked away very very very mad!!! he'd been calling while i was taking my bath cause i'll
be heading to work. i'm not answering his calls nor texting him. i got even more pissed off
when i heard them laughing off at something as they tell a story, in their native language of course which obviously i don't understand. i was very curious of what they were talking about.
i answered his call shouting "what?!!!i'm taking a bath, damn"
he called again and that was where i gone crazy, i was like a beast whose very mad.
i feel like horns grew on my head just like devil's. i went to the girl's house and shouted,
"ano ba? tawag ka ng tawag, naliligo nga ko eh"
"eh magpapahatid ka di ba'' he then replied
''hindi ko sinabing ihatid mo ako, nagtatanong ako kung ihahatid mo ko!(utang na loob ko pa ba yun sayo)"
''wag ka ngang tawag ng tawag, leche''
i really don't know why i acted that way. i get jealous over nothing.
my bestfriend dude told me i just loved him so much. but i know
it shouldn't be this way. right now, i'm still mad a little. when I get home, shall i honestly tell him that i got jealous of what i saw?
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