it's the 7th month of the year.how time flies swiftly! •sigh•.. and also, I have something to tell you... I am thinking of leaving my company now. YES!! dis is for real. at first I'm doubtful dat I can't make it but if not now, then when? Another company will be pioneering an account and just today I submitted my resume. It was hard at first. I spoke with my papa and then mama.they all agreed. I even told my sister abt it. My bestfriend told me that I indeed needed a break. it's been a looongg while. I thought of finishing my studies at the same time working and then what??? I feel wasted..the outcome did not come the way I expected it. Im just doing it just for the sake of doing it. lately I realized that it's not what I wanted. I feel tired and most of all,unhappy nor it gives me a bit of enjoyment. It's not fun anymore. To think the salary is not that nice that I can't even send money to my parents. Time and money are just wasted......YES..I will be dropping my subjects and will rest for a few months. I wanna have all the time needed before facing the battle. I'm thinking of enjoying as much as I can until such time. I wanna give myself that much needed time. I feel that I was like my iPhone, I needed to recharge so that I can conquer whatever it is that would hinder my life's journey. After all, it is what i deserve. I'm not in a hurry. I needed to restore my energy before my masteral. Im praying so hard that I can make it.
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