It's been such a long while. My apology my dear blog for pausing too long before writing a new one. I already have my broadband, it's for good so i probably got no reason for not posting.
Anyway, I've got something to tell you.
At around 9:05 PM in the office, the Supervisor of Quality Assurance had me interviewed. Yes, I submitted my curriculum vitae for "Quality Assurance Specialist" almost a month ago. Even before, I knew this is really what i wanted , for what specific reason that I can't tell. It could have been me being in the company for almost 4 years or maybe for career growth. I'm a people person and love dealing with a lot of different person aside from the fact that i love coaching. i think i'm just naturally so good at it. There are 5 of us who applied for the said position. My advantage over the others is really huge cause the support group are actually looking for someone whose handling Europe account. i can honestly say and with humility that I mastered that account. am not being too complacent though. out of 5 applicant, 2 will be chosen and before end of this week, the verdict will be read. I prayed so hard for this. Not only that, it took me 2 years before i finally handed my resume to my immediate supervisor. there were sleepless nights yes, thinking it over and over. i knew deep within me this moment is the right time. i just dis what is right.There are a lot of things i considered and thought it over and over and over. I did this for myself and also for the better. what i'm praying now is the courage for me to accept whatever the result is. there's really no harm in trying, right? at least i fought and played it well. the words "kung sana..", "pano kung", "sana pala....." and others similar to this are the words i hated most. it's like losing without even trying. i'd hate myself to the core if i lose simply because i didn't fight.it could be much easier to accept defeat knowing that you've fight fairly and squarely. Lord, pls. this would be the best gift i ever received for Christmas (joke lang..heheh).and if unluckily i won't be picked, then i'd accept it without bitterness.
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