I can’t figure out what’s occurring to me this past few days. There’s something in myself that I can’t terribly understand. So many things running through my mind. Maybe because I am not yet paid for my tuition. Or is it because I’m afraid that my budget won’t make it for my sister’s graduation? Or maybe my credit card bills? ARrrrhhggggghh. I hate it. Why I am dwelling so much on it than telling myself I should take a break, pause for a moment and say a little prayer. I believe that every problem has its solution. Besides, it’s about JUST money.
PS.
this has been written on my notepad..
March 10
“ Good news! I am Candidate for Cum Laude. . I owe it all to God (“,)”
I was having a bad day at work cause I’ve got loads of stuff to do when i got a msg from my baby sister. She’s about to march this April 2 and i was like “oh really”., To my disbelief, I just ignored it but a part of me can’t deny that I’m the proudest sister in the whole world. I even replied to her sms “ and so?? it’s not even sure yet? don’t be too excited” but really, to be a candidate as a cum laude, for a student who’ve undergone life’s ups and downs is really something that you can be proud of. I know that my sister invested too much handwork, patience, dedication and perseverance. I have seen her exerted all these the entire of her college life. As a sister, i am filled with so much happiness. I would just keep this happiness inside ‘til it will be formally announced.
Condolence karen
Mar. 3
One can never tell when our time here on Earth is up. We can never be sure how long we can be with our loved ones, even with the person we hated most. So better make the most of every second.
Today, I received a very mournful news that almost shatters my heart into pieces. Karen’s mom passed away after struggling for so long with cancer. The toughest battle Karen had faced. Karen is very close to my heart. She’s exceptional and very dear to me and that’s the reason I am deeply hurting now. I only saw her mom once during Karen’s 22nd birthday. I personally don’t know her cause Karen is not talking much abt her anyway. She seems strong; she always smiles, so soft spoken and very warm woman. Who can say that she is suffering from this impairing condition? Despite of the fact that anytime soon, her mom’s life will be taken away from her, Karen still tried to live a normal life. I just knew that something is not okay when I caught her crying under the table in the office.
I suddenly remember my parents.
For, Karen be strong sweetie, hold tighter to your faith. God has a better plan for your mom. Maybe her time has ended too soon but think of your younger brothers. They need you so I expect you to be stronger than anybody else. Let your soul cry harder but never never give up. You may think that this is not real but you gotta be strong. You know that I’ll always be here for you.
My heartfelt condolences to your family.
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